A fear

जितना भी दिल को समझाऊँ कि आलोचना अच्छी है,
लगता है बस फुसला रही हूँ खुदको.
कहते हैं नसीब बहादुरों का साथ देती है,
पर बहादुरी का तो हमने सिर्फ़ नक़ाब पहना है.

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Unknown said…
courage like fear is contagious...isliye koshish yahi rahe ki naqaab hatne naa paaye ;)

profound lines my naqaab-posh bua :D

manu
February 14, 2008 at 3:56 PM
Mrinal said…
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February 15, 2008 at 1:27 AM
Mrinal said…
The naqab takes over if you wear it for long. You forget you exist without the Naqab.
Good thoughts. A bit of mixture of pure hindi and urdu...
February 15, 2008 at 1:29 AM

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